when i think about what's going to be installed for me in the years to come,
i get excited
but yet at the same time pretty worried.
its natural isn't it?
seems exciting if everything turns out well, really well and the way it should be, at least according to me.

but i know there's nothing i can control and things would probably not turn out well if i force it happen
i don't want to seem like a control freak but neither can i afford to not care about it
i guess the answer here is balance, something that i have been trying to achieve but doesn't come easy for me
this means too much to me already at this point in time.

i'll learn
and
let things flow naturally i presume
and hope for the best

tweet tweet.

Singapore is undeniably a first world country.
its citizens?
still pretty much third world.

judging from some responses over the recent events at AWARE, the nominations of the arts NMPs,
its just disheartening to know that such people are in existence here.
Maybe Singapore developed too quickly, leaving its citizens behind.
way way behind.
talk about having justice and equality?
maybe not when people judge and discriminate those who tend to be 'different'

i really applaud the recent pinkdot event
it is only but small step but i believe the ramifications can be massive
in pinkdot's words,
it is not about being gay, lesbian, bisexual or transgendered (GLBT), but it is all about the freedom to love.
the freedom to love whoever you want to and not be judged
love is a basic necessity and no one should deny you this right.

i gotta admit that i've been really lazy to blog
but maybe just an update:

i've become a corporate rat
thanks to my internship

tissue papers during lunch time?
check.
but i swear i'm never ever gonna do that
its just...too Singaporean lor!

rushing into overcrowded trains in the morning.
check.

always wanting to have longER lunch
check.

pretending to be busy
check

pretending to be busy especially when its almost time to knock off
check

leaving just 5 mins after the official knock off so that you don't look bad
check

facebooking at work
not checked!!
i can't access msn, hotmail, youtube, fb, blogger with my office account
pretty much all my sources of entertainment
there they go

recently did an MV for local band, electrico!
directed by junfeng
starring mindee ong, nelson chia and myself!



brought back army memories for me
enjoy :)

paris in pictures

yes i sneaked away.
:)